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[Sep. 25th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
i am useing a new one..
the_raveness
if you wanna add me!
mmmk later! |
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| you know..... |
[Sep. 25th, 2004|06:25 pm] |
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| | my friend on the phone | ] |
also...for a while now i have felt quite alone...and sad..and i just don't know how to like deal with it...it's probably because of stress...i hope i get over it....
OH AND!
well : (big grin)
Your Bert! Awsome live performer altough lil on the
scrufy edge :)
What member of the used are you?
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| eh.... |
[Sep. 25th, 2004|03:10 pm] |
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| | the used- the taste of ink | ] |
well i haven't updated in awhile...i have ment to but...
well last night we all know how it went down....so heres the "big" news..we were in line (entrance block) and i hear monika say that i was her last show...idk..idc it's nothing to do with me so w/e. I thought that i did a really good show! i was on most to all of the time...damnit my knees hurt after a while on the ground..came home did most of my homework...went to sleep
today...got up at like 8 went back to sleep got up got dressed...got in the car...went to ecered...got rubber bands...went to the stable started to get him ready and then alyssia came...first i was going to braid him and put them in buns but i never got there...i put his forlock in a bun and went to the pther side i came back and my mom said that he looked really nice like that..so i had put 3 in small buns...didn't like it..took it out and got clumps of his mane and he looked so HANDSOME!...then the tail....good lord i hated the tail..it took me like an hour...cause i didn't like the way it looked and it keeped coming out...then...in the end i had about 5-6 rows of french braiding and 1 long braid...he's black and white so it looks awsome!! and know my hands smell like shampoo casue someone washed him...after that went home talked on aol...mom left i wanted to watch a movie...it's not working..wanted to play a game...no memory card..watch a little bit of a movie didn't wanna watch it anymore...so know i am watching harry potter and the chamber of secrets...
so tommorow is going to be fun...i have to get up at like 8:30 and go to the barn at around 9:00 to make sure that he didn't take out the braids...and i probably won't be home until like 4...oh well..then i have to finish homework..and shit like that....
turns out she couldn't go...oh well they'er be others...
i am bored and tired...ok well thats all...later! |
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| idk anymore |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|09:31 pm] |
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| | song in my head by queen.... | ] |
you know what...i might quit..i know that everyone has said it alot..but seriouly....
i hava a question...if you could be anyone in the world who would you be and why would you be them...seriously think about it and tell me i am curious lol
well thats all..i hate my life btw..later!
edit!: well i have thought about it...and i would want to be roman priness...yeah it farfeted..but i love ancient roman histroy so yeah that what/who i would be. |
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| WHAT THE FECK!!!! |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|10:25 pm] |
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| | tv | ] |
oh first things first, THERE'S NO WAY ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH THAT I AM GOING TO KNOW MY SPOTS....NOW WAY!!!!!!!!!
I AM JUST SO PISSED OFF RIGHT KNOW...I GOT BIOTCH AT.
THEN! MR.WIGANT HAD TO CONTRIBUTE...AND KNOW I AM SO STRESSED THAT IF I THINK ABOUT IT I AM GOING TO SEND MYSELF INTO A PANIC! WHICH I AM ALREADY IN!!!!
SO IF THIS HAPPENS...AND I DON'T SHOW UP ON FRIDAY YOU ALL KNOW Y!!!
other than that...i had a bad day...god...TODAY DAS FECKIN SUCKED ARSE BISKETS(ha)!!!!
YEAH I HAD ENOUGH...LATER!! |
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| these are awsome!! |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|10:33 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | lindsay and the german r sound | ] |
hahaha
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| NO GAME ....WHOO! |
[Sep. 17th, 2004|09:11 pm] |
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| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My Chemical Romcance- I never told you what i do for a livin | ] |
well today....hmm...sucked major arse biskets...lol..
math- i remeber my homework YAY GO ME...sorry i never remember my homework...i don't know why...
Social Studies-quiz SO FECKING EASY!..loved it..got like the whole period to talk..haha well not hte whole but you get it..i hope
math edge- went to gudience and i was talking to Mrs.Stuffer...she said i was one of the best students in the class that i grew into a very nice person...i found that intersting to hear her say..cuase i do feel bad cause our class is not a good as i thought i would be...oh well
lunch-k we all brought in money..for KFC..Mr.Siplar told us that we couldn't have it because it was out side food!...so i got other food...eh w/e...not worrying about it know..wasn't my money lol
english- eh..not as well on the quiz..didn't really study...so i hope all goes well..for my sake..lol
science-did lab well...no homework..
french- AH..not good...or i hope so...please...after the quiz..she's like..you know what i am finished...i don't wanna teach you guys just wanna start on monday clean...we were like yah! so it was all good..she said that i could take the test over so hahaha..go me
allied health- i know as soonas i did something fun i would get called out...we were going over the how to take off gloves..as soon as i got the gloves on the phone rang and i had to go to guidence..she called me outta me relax period to "catch up" BULLSHAT! she just wanted to see well you all should know...
chior-got me back rub..lol for thoughs who wehere i chior know...game canclled YAY!!
well got the book...for extra credit..gatta start..got to chapter 2..yay me lol..then i have to start/finsh homework...and SLEEP!!! i am so bloody tired...not even funny...shat i am sleeping until i can't sleep anymore..if that makes sense..lol...well suppose thats all..later! |
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| FECK YOU!!!! |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|07:57 pm] |
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| | tv...and my parents... | ] |
ok i am studing my homework...and i am on the phone with one of my very good friends...darkshiva234...and i told him who i was talking to and there was a pause his words "get off the phone know" in this like scary voice...so i got off..and he said "if i catch you liing your dead" there you go EXACT WORDS! i am so not lieing...after that he starts ranting about how he gets treated like shit after all the stuff he does for me...yeah well i don't like every talk and i had a bad enough day as it is not including guard...if he das fecking says one more thing that i don't feel like hearing it feckin on i am just going to start screaming..i don't care i just don't care...with all of the shit that he puts me through i am at the end...he das fecking wonders why i don't talk to him..with all the good he's done...i mix it with all the bad....and i thought...he's done more bad to me than friends that have backstabed me...and thats alot!!! god have anyone of you felt like this..everynight like someones consently yelling a treatening to send you away?..and tell you how bad a child you are...i don't wanna talk about it outside of this journal...unless i really need to talk...well i guess thats it..talk to you later...bye |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|10:33 am] |
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| | nothing...really | ] |
I got bored and i though this was really really funny...if you wanna see go check it out!
you are argumentative and not afraid to make really
let the other person know how you feel. you
never keep anger bottled up inside.
What quote best describes you?
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i also thought this was funny...
The best revenge! You would make Avril listen to
Sk8ter Boi over and over and over and over and
over again until she went insane and killed
herself. What a shame...
How would you torture and kill Avril Lavigne?
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Because we were talking about harry potter yeserday.... HA..i don't agree with my "placement"...lol
You are in Ravenclaw!!! You are probably one of the
smartest kids in the whole shool! You are a
quick learner and will always get high marks in
the end. You are also filled with wit, giving
you the advantage in the long run. Some people
might think you look like a geek, but your
going to be the one laughing when they get
expelled because of low marks!
What Hogwarts House are You In?
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| "Fan-fucking-tastic" (the play) |
[Sep. 14th, 2004|04:19 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] |
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| | my chemical romance-i never told you what i do for a living | ] |
well today what can i say about today....fucking suck!!
my morning wasn't to pleastent, i got up late and i was trying to find everything...then i relized i didn't have my picture form...so i had to ask my mom for like 40.00.. she was complaining...i felt like saying shut the fuck up...but i didn't...then got on the bus...my headphones are breaking...ZUT!!...then
homeroom-sucked i had to write that stupid form...
Math- i had that quiz..i think i did pretty well for once lol
Social Studies-did work...had to fill it this stupis sheet...i think i finshed it lol
Math edge-eh...what can i say it's math edge...and that i had to do all this work...not so much i hated but work..lol
lunch-yeah it's lunch...kinda boring....
English-check vocab...picture...i hate that god damed picture day...i think i looked really bad....
science- talked about the sientific process...it wasn't boring...for once in my life...you know i am going to try to work really hard so i can do honnors next year...
French-7 or 12 minute movie then learned 11-20..EASY! then a really hard number game..i lost
allied health- eh...talked about alot of stuff...shit i think i have homework andi left it at shcool...shit..i also have math SHIT!
chior-eh songs...thats enough said i beleive lol
So i left health and math...great...and...
i have practice...i really don't wann go becasue i know something is going to happen and people are going to get pissed at each ohter andi am somehow going to get in the middle...please let me be wrong...well thats all for now...ttyl later! |
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| idk anymore... |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|06:21 pm] |
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well ever since that game i haven't been feeling quite the same. I haven't really sat and thought of everything that i should have it the end. And i don't even know what that means! Or like i could be thinking for a like 2 hours staight about a stupid thought that makes no sense what so ever.
But i guess besides that, my day was ok. I was feeling so sick my head hurt a little,my nose was stuffed,my stomach hurt, and all this other stuff and i was given this shit to put under my nose and like 7 sparys of that carp for your throat. Which tasted SO nasty, then sent back to class.
math- eh..quiz tommorow...
social studies- it's ok...i am like the only one that knows anything i swear sometimes.
math edge- i think i acually tested out...but i am going to try to stay in A.) credits and B.) cause it's kinda helpful...
lunch-mmmm slushie...lol
english-got a 28/30 on my quiz and vocab due, and i did it in mathedge today hehehe.
science-awsome...simply awsome...game..hehe... tommorow we start real class tommorow...*crys* lol
french-quiz...i did really well...or at least i think i did...we had a a choice ither to say the alphabet or to write down whatever leatters that she said...i did the letters that she said i got them all right...hehe...
allied health-eh...work...finshed my homework in class...hehe
chior-well i am singing...and thats what matters..lol
I also...hate that i have to go to practice tommorow...why?
lol i don't wanna go..please don't make me go...lol k well thats all later! |
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| entery two.... (be all my sins remembered) |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|04:15 pm] |
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| | used dvd in background | ] |
ok so we wake up get our stuff together...i feel like i did on friday i just didn't show it as well...i just couldn't hold it in anymore on friday..anyways...and i got in the car drove down...got there early so we got to see it earlier then expected...turns out thats she was not only in it but wrote it,directed it and was in it....das fecker she's talkeneted...so it started i was like sucked it...it was about hamlet BUT it has a twist...it has olden halmet..but she stuck in what she thought hamlet would be like now of days...i think kirsten was talking to me through some of it..i anwsered a few times but other then that i didn't hear her...sorry!...then i relized that during it i relized excatly how hamlet (modernized) felt...then after that we got to see hamlet (olden) and his feoncea....he was nice..the we got to see my cosin...i didn't talk to her... i didn't know what to say! lol
then i had to go and see independence hall...BORING!!!!! only cool thing i got to get a brosure in french....hehe...after that we go to go on a carigge ride...fun!...well that was all for yesterday...later! |
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| ok...entry one |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|10:20 pm] |
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ok.....friday-
for all the people who wanted to know if i was ok i wasn't and heres why
1.) i get there and i just get this really horid axeity attack.
2.) i had a really bad day
3.) i thought that we had to do our new drill
4.) i lost the new drill
5.) stressing out major
6.) alot of homework and i didn't know how i was oging to get it all done.
later that night
-kirsten got mad and i just had it and i broke down...i just couldn't take it...
-then jmy glasses broke so me shanon and lisa took like all of 1 and 2 quater to fix them...
-after half time i was feeling alot better...
well thats all for this one
later!
p.s. on the feild a bug flew in my throat and i was trying to get it out...just in case anyone was wodering...lol |
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| why me........? |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|06:53 pm] |
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| |  indescribable | ] |
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| | queen-i don't know the name...sorry! | ] |
k so i come home wantin to talk to my friend....get alot of bad news.....yata yata yata....i don't even know what the hella i am feeling at this point in time......
there's only one thing im my mind right know WHY ME, whenever somthing like this happens it's always somehow got me involved....i mean i have enough bloody stress...i can't take much more before i go BLOODY POSTAL!!!!!.....i think that right now i am so so so stress that if i get one more piece of bad news i am going to FLIP ON SOMEONE...so if i do and i happen to be talking to u...i am very sorry but i just and at whits end here....and right now...if i even think about talking it's probably going to end up to screaming....
i am getting very very VERY mad at all this CARP going on....i have enough with school....and i don't think that i am going to be very calm tommorow...i mihgt just not talk tommorow....idk yet...
oh and heather....dawn moved my seat i can't wave anymore.... :( |
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| umm....yeah.... |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|07:42 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | some queen song stuck in my head... | ] |
so i like woke up at like 7 in the morning.....sat there and waited for lindsay to get up then played around with my gutair....then watched tv/gutair and computer all day long...then ate computer.left came home got batched at then phone..then computer...and know i am doing nothing....at ALL....i wanna go somewhere...BUT NOT SCHOOL!! i dont wanna go...oh well that all for know later! |
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| YAY!!!! |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|06:59 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | law and order maration yay! | ] |
well today i woke up and basically i went riding....today i had a choice well i could ride jack or i could ride domino....well i was like "uuummm....i wanna ride domino.." so she's like ok wait and we'll go get him...so after a while she got on of my friends to help me go out and get him...she kinda freaked me out cause she was like when i move u move cause it all for a reason...i was like..ok...so we got him and tacked up but the problem someone fucked up the bridle so we had to stand there and fix it...after that i got out there i was having a good lesson...about half way through he wanted to be a really big arse and would stop so i would have to make a really tight circle and kick while making the circle so eventually i had to do one literally 5 times in a row...so she's like do u wanna use ur crop and make life a little easier so i was like yeah that would be really awsome...they i went to tap him it was the lightest tap in the world...and he paused and then went straight into a canter i had to stay really really tall...after that he spoked but i managed to calm him down.....then i went home.......then me and my mom went to bj's i was going to get that new nfg cd...but i saw that the were selling a little kids gutair for only 30.00 so i was like mom...and she was like ok....i was so so so happy!!!after that i went back to lindsays...we were laughing cause we think that i am holding it upside down but i am not...i hope...then we went to video extra but it was closed so later that day we went to block buster and got secret window CASSIE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO JOHNNY DEPP WAS!! and she's was a like orlando brown and i was it orlando BLOOM!!!!!...she can be such a blondie sometimes...but anyway...yeah thats like all....oh and i am going to a picnic a lindsays but i don't have to leave cause i am still here...oh well later all! |
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[Sep. 4th, 2004|06:19 pm] |
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| | cranky | ] |
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| | comedy central | ] |
last night was fun...but i do wish that we could have played more songs then we did...and know i am at lindsays and so so so tired....and i want to sleep but i can't sleep...
on a lighter note i have riding ....i am so excited...well later all... |
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| blah... |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|05:20 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | mom talking on the phone | ] |
so today i get there...go to homeroom and get a pass to go see mr.herb...he's says that i have to get there on time and if i can't he MIGHT give me a pass to get otta lucnch early...so after that i went back up and went to my first period...mrs workister..and had a fire drill..then...ss...man did .miss.radowitch change...then to math edge...honestly..it wasn't as bad as i pictured it..she was really nice..and helped me alot...i was kinda scared....then lunch they let us out really early so i did end up making it on time..TODAY...then of to science...got my book...french...got my books learned a little...allied health ice brecker...SO STUPID...everyone cheated...then to choir...learned i was a alto and not a saprano....anymore or aleast for a while..then got on the bus and had grace help me with some of my french homework...then got home watchtv ate and know i am doing nothing waiting to go to pratice which should be a lovely experence....later! |
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| i hate school..... |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|07:22 pm] |
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| | the used-the taste of ink | ] |
k so i get there...walk up to my locker and open it get my carp and all of a sudden i hear "JAMIE!!!" and i almost get nocked down by one of my friends....later i have to go to homeroom...yeah i hate homeroom...later i went to 3 assembles...one someone puked in..the second one...talked through it..and the third i sat by my friend and talk throught the whole thing...after that we walked up to lockers got my other friend and went to lunch...after i ate i had to to to english....i have mr.herb...i am like 20 seconds late for his class and he says to us all later on in class that we are 9th graders and we have been here for a while and there is no excuse for being late....well ok but i don't know how to get there i have to get from the science hall all the way down there...i just don't know how to do it...w/e i will figure it out tommorow i guess after that i went up to science...i have Mr.Muller they said that he was mean and bad but he seems ok to me...well i guess u have to on the first day..lol...after that i went to french...wow half way into class she did the stand up sit down thing....yeah she said levavou and i hesatated and remembered that is ment stand up...so i stood up...and looked around the room so see if other people remember...well i looked like a jackarse...but she said good job to me...not that that really counts for much haha...then after that i had to go to allid health...we got put in the same room as a math class...so Mr.Shriek came in and said we could take his room cause he didn't have a class...so we got the air contitioning...thank god..after that she sent this kid over(i hate him by the way) to see if we could get in the room turns out when we go over there the doors locked so we go back to the air...i liked it then i had to go to concert chior...i don't know if i really wanna do it..i am NOT going to sing in front of people....i think that i will talk to her in the morning...so after that i go up to go back to homeroom...how boring learnign all the new rules like i give 2 shats.
then i go to my locker and heather(one of my friends) says that she thinks she's going to be homeschooled...well i told her that if she does i won't talk to her... this sounds really extreme i know BUT she is really the only person that i talk to all the time know that my other friend is getting homeschooled...i really think that they are doing this to me to see how much i can take...and its really takeing alot outta me...and i can't see y..o well...i just hope that if she really wants to be homeschooled that bad that she is...even though i will really miss her...of course this is all in a non gay or lesbo way lol...idk...maybe i should leave it at that...
oh yeah...practice tommorow...if i have to run..i will NOT be a happy girl...cause i defenitly not in the mood...this shat is really getting to me....k thats enough later! |
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